She smiles when she wants to cry,
Lives when she wants to die,
Tries to be happy but cannot see,
Why she can't escape this misery.

&&*. Yeah, there's always more fish in the sea.

But once you've found your Nemo, those other fish just aren't good enough.♥

&&*. Remember when we were dancing, and you pulled me in and kissed me?

I hope the b.u.t.t.e.r.f.l.i.e.s were mutual.♥

&My heart says that I've fallen in way over my head. But my head just smiles and says I've never been happier.

"In that cartoon world of blue and red
Purple is banned, and never seen
Each held by all in equal respect
Competing for the right as colour queen"

From my poem "Purple Angels In The Sky"

"I only say what they want to hear
My real thoughts seem to fear rejection
I can't let them see the deflated caterpillar
With the butterfly mask of protection"

--From my poem "If You Must Know"

The rock in my garden
The picture on my wall
The images in my sleep
The darkness in the hall
Yes, I know that you aren't there
But I still see you everywhere

Each and every night I pray
She'll live to see another day
Everytime I pray I know
I'm being selfish for not letting her go

If today should be the day
That I happen to die
Promise me you'll wipe your tears
And hold your head up high
Throw a party in my name
After I take my last breath
And celebrate the life I had
But do not mourn my death

I'm awesome! I'm happy! Life is just so great!
Life's perfect! It's fun! And it's not up for debate!
I'm excited! Ecstatic! You'll never see me cry!
I love you! I care! That's why it's so easy to lie....