If I tied the rope a little tighter, no more beatings, no more scars.

If I made the cut a little deeper,
No more screams, no more tears.

If I pulled the trigger a little faster,
No more blood, no more love

The first time I saw you,
I knew I was obsessed,
But that has changed, too,
Because now im a mess.

Suicide Note: #1

As I write this, the rope is already tied,
As you read this, ill explain why.

Being the only one who ever gets food thrown at them, laughed at, made fun of and beaten, promise me, Dont open the closest.

Suicide Note #2

Best friend, she cut herself to death,
Mommy, Her face is swollen,
Daddy, filled with pride that im next,
He wont touch me though,
Ill do it first.

A dream just isn't a dream without you in it !!

My two dedications are commitment, and changing myself.

If I spend my days thinking of you, nights dreaming of you and mornings just waiting to see you, you must know I love you.

I looked up, without realizing I was standing in the palm of your hand, I can\'t explain or understand, I just love you.

I admit I was only waiting for the right time, Night time, the right moment for you to look away, though you never did, I pretended for while, So i could walk where I don't belong.

Your eyes wander,
As they gently meet mine,
Your tone changes,
As you start to cry,
A sudden passion,
Leaps from my heart,
And lands on you,
It was love from the start.