Scared of what's become of me
Scared of what I'll be...

** I wrote this Poem for one of my best friends...
Sitting here I wonder why...

Look at her they all say
Look at her and stare all day...

So many memories of what we had
I look back now and wonder why...

I get up
Stand up strong...

Alone and no one gives a F*#K
I sit as I slowly fade away...

I want to thank you for all the pain you put me...
My life's now a mess...

The rain pounds down around me
It soaks through the cotton...

And I pick up the phone
Only to put it straight back down...

Alone again and no one cares
Voices in my head tell me it's the only way...

I may not say much when we're together
I may not say all those comments you say to me...

You'd never understand me now
Not since that last goodbye...