Alone and scared
You've written on my wrist...

I smile as tears start seeping through
It's been too long since I held you...

Do you know how it feels
To Not want to get out of bed...

I Don't know how to say this
There's no easy place to start...

Wasting time on you
Is the only thing I seem to do...

I wish I could find the words
That describe my hearts desires...

You're my best friend
Or so you say...

~~~Just so you know this isn't true but I just had...
Darkness swept over her room like a ghostly shadow...

All these depressing poems I write
About wanting to give up the fight...

I feel it around my neck
It's burning through my skin...

You're always there for me
Don't know how I'd live without you...

Too much pain
Too much hate...