Afraid of living life
It's too hard...

Why do I always screw things up
Seems I'm never good enough...

I never meant to hurt you
I'm sorry cause I did...

Smiling faces
Laughter filled the air...

My poems aren't all the same
Each one expresses a different type of pain...

I'm so scared to get up this morning
For I remember this so well...

It's been 3 months since you walked out of my life
Since you left me alone...

I'm so sick of crying myself to sleep
I need you so badly...

Why does everything remind me of you?
I thought I had finished with the memories of the...

You can't see the pain I feel
You can't see it but it's for real...

As I write this I wonder
I wonder, will you ever read it...

Why must I live in the past?
Why weren't all our friendships built to last...