You confuse me more than you could ever imagine
I just want to know what's wrong with me...

Alone again and no one cares
Voices in my head tell me it's the only way...

Starring into your deep blue eyes
searching deep within...

Sometimes happy, somtimes sad
I'm trying not to be angry or mad...

** I wrote this Poem for one of my best friends...
Sitting here I wonder why...

I guess you wouldn't know
That I'm waiting for you to turn...

Finding myself once again
Here in this place I left behind...

Scared of what's become of me
Scared of what I'll be...

I'm sick of all this S*#t
I don't know how to deal with it...

So many people know now
That I cut myself to free the pain...

You leave me out
You act like I don't exsist...

Here I am standing, alone
In a place I've come to know so well...