&. After 5 years, the thing that gets to me most, is when you hold me in your arms & tell my I'm beautiful...

&. I keep asking for God to give me a sign,
For him to tell me where I'm meant to be,
Everytime I do, You walk through the door.
You'd think I'd have learnt by now.

My Heart & Head are in Conflict,
To wait around for the one I've always Loved,
Or give up for someone who will treat me better than anyone ever could..

I hope that when it all fades, you're left alone with time, I hope you don't regret the road you chose to travel, I hope the bed you made will let you sleep soundly... I just pray it's all you ever wished for, 'cause I can't stand to see you fall...

Him: You see any cute boys yesterday?
Me: Why? I don't notice boys anymore.
Him: I was there, you might have seen me.
Me: I've found my everything, I can't even look until I get over him.

Why does every conversation lead back to you?

I try to think of my life without you,
But all I get is this empty chest, a hole in who I am,
I find it hard to breathe
& my mind goes blank.

A life without you just doesn't exist.

&. The truth is, if I felt any less
I'd get up and walk away.

&. I have the strength to walk away,
But I have the strength to take another hit,
I'll prove to you I'm the one,
Even if it take the rest of my life.

&. I can't stand the feeling I get from just hearing your name, you feel so far from reach while I lay here in your jumper, remembering you were once mine.

&. I don't know what to think,
I don't know what we're doing,
But I never want it to end.