&. I realised today, that nothing will ever compare to that night. It's like the first time I opened my eyes. You're beautiful.

and I'm nowhere near close to being yours.

&. The Truth Is, I Don't Know if We Can Ever Be The Same,
I've Tried to Put This Behind Me, But You Keep Repeating the Same Mistakes.

I know I'm not perfect,
but I'm trying so damn Hard.

&. I know it's my body you want
But I thought for a second someone could love me, for me..

&. I wish I'd never let you close, never let you get to me the way you have because now I'm stuck with thoughts of you & every little thing you do...

I'm not sure if I love you, Or if i love who I am with you,
Either way I want you here tonight. <3

.& I play your songs just to hear your voice, when you're not here.

& we walk by, your arm around my waist
They stop and stare and whisper in your ear,
"You're a lucky man to have her by your side"
Too bad we're just pretending, it's just for tonight.

&. I turned around & said, 'I'll erase your very existance, it will be like you were never here'
But How Do I erase my whole world...

I wish he'd see past my lies,
ther way I see past his.

I'm wasting my time on someone who won't change,
& Falling for someone whos much too the same.

& I'm starting to wonder if I can love anyone but you, could my future hold someone more amazing then you..

& I'm starting to think that it can,
because you've hurt me too many times.