I'm falling for you,
& It scares me to death,
Because I don't know if you'll catch me,
Or if you just want my body.

I'm giving up on loving you,
Because I don't know who you are now,
& It's hard to find reasons to love someone,
Who has become a stranger to you.

& I'm starting to wonder if I can love anyone but you, could my future hold someone more amazing then you..

& I'm starting to think that it can,
because you've hurt me too many times.

I'm wasting my time on someone who won't change,
& Falling for someone whos much too the same.

&. I turned around & said, 'I'll erase your very existance, it will be like you were never here'
But How Do I erase my whole world...

I wish he'd see past my lies,
ther way I see past his.

& we walk by, your arm around my waist
They stop and stare and whisper in your ear,
"You're a lucky man to have her by your side"
Too bad we're just pretending, it's just for tonight.

.& I play your songs just to hear your voice, when you're not here.

I'm so confused at what to do,
When I've lost everything I was scared to loose.

& it seems the roles have been reversed,
I sit, searching my brain for a reason to stay away,
When you want to spend time with me,
I don't want to spend it with you.

Because I'm done with your games.

Love is irrational, there is no way I could explain the forgiveness I give him after every heartbreak, every broken promise, or the fact I'd fight for him with every inch of my being..