& I know now that I've been living a lie,
Constantly giving into your deceit,
Dying inside everytime you let me down,
How is my heart still beating & How Am I
still breathing?

& She Knows He'll Regret Leaving Her,
Someday He'll Wish It Happened Differently

& All She Wanted Was to Hold You One Last Time, Maybe Then You'd Realise You Tore Apart Her Whole World When You Kissed Her That Last Time.

You haven't crossed my mind lately,
I'm so amazed to say, only when the
craziness stops, when everything is still,
It's then I miss you more than anything

Tonight I realised I don't Look at you the same way as I used to, you still gave me butterflies but I realised that I want you to love me the way I loved you, because then I could destroy you, exactly the way you destroyed me

& I think I finally see That I'm wasting my time,
waiting here for you to notice me.

I got you hanging on the way you had me,
Telling you we'll see each other soon,
knowing I won't even make the effort,
I'm turning this around, so that you'll
see the pain you caused me.

You thought I'd be just like the rest,
Waiting for you to come back round,
But boy, you should have seen that
I'm nothing like them, & I left long ago

And I'm not going to keep up this facade,
Pretending we're OK, when in reality I know
You'd have left years ago, only cause we're
Family did you stay.

I love you more than life,
but you'd do anything to get away