I thought that I was over you,
I really, really tried,
But I'm just kidding myself,
Because you'll never leave my heart.

&& I hold my tongue,
knowing it's not right,
Just so we can sleep tonight.

Because I can't stand another fight.

& I'm starting to wonder if we'll ever get this right, I'm trying so hard, but all we do is fight.

I hate what your doing to me,
I hate that you contradict your every word,
But most of all I hate that I still come home
& wait to talk to you...

So you say you love me,
But you always choose her,
You say you care,
But I'm sick of crying

& I'd Die a Million deaths for you,
Lucky, 'cause to keep you,
I might just have to.

It's OK, I'm the girl you can walk over,
Without worrying about her walking away,
I'm the girl that loves you enough to face
This pain, over and over

I'm the girl sitting self consciously, covered in a mask, she's the girl who doesn't give a damn,

I understand you'll always choose her,
Even though you say you love me.

I'm sorry I'm not who you want.

&& It's too bad we didn't work out,
But having you as my best friend,
Is by far the best decision I've ever made.
I will always love you.

& You Tell me that the more we talk, the more you miss, I want to tell you that even when I'm with him I think of you.

I don't know what this means.