I Tried to convince myself I was strong without you, but all I do is cry, wait and slowly die. I swore I would move on but you're everything I need.

Love IS the slowest form of Suicide.
</3

&. Someone once told me: 'Love is a choice, you can walk away just choose that option'. I wished with every inch of my being that it could be that simple.

But love is a feeling & I lost that fight years ago

Chance after chance, wrong after wrong
Will we ever give up this stubborn fight
& find the truth in the love we share,
Instead of the pain in constantly walking

I Don't Want You, You'll Destroy Me,
But I can't Live Without You,
It hurts more When You're Gone.

& It hurts to know everything You told me were lies, but more so you tell me you love me, yet I'm the last person on the planet you want to be around..

& she's got everything mastered,
Her makeups perfect, Her smile plastered just right,
But she's broken, torn, incomplete...
She's nothing without him

& She picks up the brush she'd put down yesterday,
Stares at the reflection she once knew
& paints the only masterpiece she'll ever do,
Of a girl so happy, hiding lies so intricately

& If you look close enough,
In that specific spot, You'll see your name,
A scar that was carved...
Five and a Half years ago.

P.s: I still love you as much as that day.

There is one thing stopping me from leaving everything at ur door, burning all our photographs & living as if u never existed, all that's holding me back, holding me together is ur parting words, 'we're meant to be together, u just need patience'

It's funny that years go by & nothing seems to change,
Then suddenly, everything is different...
Tell me, where did I go wrong & how did everything go wrong?