&. Now that I've finally got the courage to walk away, you try to hold on to me with everything you have. I guess you didn't learn the first time, I won't play your games.

It's because everytime we speak,
I fall a little bit more,
It's like your read my mind,
Because every word you speak is exaclty what I wanted to hear.
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Delete you from my life?
It's easier than seeing the lies,
That guilt me into letting you stay.
If only you had realised you wanted it,
Before it was gone for good.

I will love you until my dying day,
In some stupid way,
But you tore my down so completely,
I was gasping for air, I had to get out.

When will it be the right time to tell you,
I breathe for you, wait just to hear from you,
Smile everytime I think of you,
&. Go quiet with nervousness whenever I see you.

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It hurts like hell to remember then,
&. to think about 'what if?'...
I would still die for you if you needed it,
But your scars run too deep inside me

&. I told you I had feelings for someone,
Should I have, or was it a mistake,
Because you have no idea it's you..

&. How many excuses will you make before you realise that you're just running from the only thing that matters..

I wonder if you ever saw me, All the things I gave up to make you happy. The nights I endured in the name of support. All the pain I fought through to accept I wasn't your number one & all you did was turn around & claim I'd only hold you back..

You love the idea of me,
You don't love me anymore..
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