And I'm counting how many horrid breaths it takes; until my heart finally breaks.

If you`ve searched the whole sea through,
and still haven`t found the right fish for you,
Turn your head toward the ocean water today;
and your Nemo might just be swimming your way.

My head tells me to let him go, but my heart knows me the best;
So I ignore the devil on my neck and listen to the angel in my chest.

-Jenna Elphick
September 1, 2007

Remember: Often broken hearts come from words unsaid, from deeds kept secret.

-Jenna Elphick
September 22, 2007

Tonight, I Will Swallow All Of My Pride And Choke Back My Tears As I Finally Tell You All Of The Secrets I Have Been Hiding.

And Tonight, I Will Keep This Bottle By My Side. You Never Know When A Person May Need To Comfort Themselves With Something Stronger Than The Taste Of Salt On Their Quivering Lips..

~*~Why is it that when people know how you are...they try so hard to push you onto the brink of giving up and than push you over the edge....as if it's their goal and they won't be satisfied until they achieve.?~*~

~*~why is it that when salt from uore tears is all you've ever tasted, people try so hard to push more out so they can have a taste of them themselves?~*~

~*~why is it when pain is all you've ever felt, that the people around you somehow want you to feel more and more of it?~*~

~*~You tell me what is and isn't right for me, you act liek uore in charge of my life, but when i told you that he wasn't right for you you just acted liek nothing was wrong and told me not to try and take control of uore life.~*~