Sat in the bathroom
Full of more hatred in each tear...

Take that knife and give yourself bliss
Just think with one flick, you'll end this...

I don't deserve this happiness, I feel I'm...
I don't deserve the better in people, as I'm the...

Oh how my heart aches, waiting to see hes there...
my heart. I smile at the thought of us, I don't...

Dancing in the moonlight
Red roses in my hair...

A hand to lend, someone to talk to
A smile out of no where, seeing how much we grew...

So this thing, that doesn't really matter...
So you say, I'm not doing anything with my life...

I still need you. I can't get over it at all. I...
I want you more then anything, that thought races...

I think of your lifeless body
I can still remember what you said...

I think I know whats happening, but I can't accept...
confident then before. You're so sweet and kind...

Truth is. I'm scared. You scare me. Your trust...
of what you'll do. I'm scared you wont want to...

It just tears me apart
To know that I’m not the one in your heart...