I am drowning in this
you told me he loves you...

Longing for it
wishing I could do it again...

Has no one noticed that I don’t care
They attempt to hurt me with their sneers...

I'm not sure what is wrong
how should I feel...

I write from a happy place
complete bliss...

Sinking deeper,
Into an endless sleep...

Do you believe in fate
Or in a miracle from God...

My inner child
where are you...

It's been two years
Yet the pain is still here...

Dancing so beautiful
going with the rhythm of life...

Her life seemed great
from the out side that is...

Sometimes I sit in complete silence and am totally...
Others I want to scream my love and desire...