I wish I were a fly on the wall
to watch you sleep at night...

Her hipbones jutting out
Her ribcage visible for all...

I had no choice my child
It was you or him...

Grasping the handful of concluding pills,
Edging towards the sink...

Even though you are not here yet
You are already my everything...

I know you love me really babe
I know you're just pretending...

How do you help a friend,
Who's mind is all screwed up...

Ever walked down the street
Thinking you're the only one...

Love doesn't have to hurt my friend,
There's no need for this pain...

Love doesn't have to hurt you know,
This pain doesn't need to be there...

I look to you and my fears reduce
I warm to your heart, so humble...

It was Christmas eve,
And all through the flat...