I put a gun to me head,
This is it...

Today i mite get killed,
Today i mite get saved...

What you see is not what you get
Trust the words...

You used to be my cure,
Yet now you're my weakness...

Why are you trying to hurt me?
Do you like seeing me cry...

I cut my flesh today,
I cut my flesh tonight...

I don't wanna go to sleep
I don't wanna close my eyes...

Do you remember me father?
All of the beatings and yelling made me who i am...

Please don't call me names,
Please stop hurting me that way...

Into the darkness i would wait,
The pain i'm baring is just to great...

Why am i even alive?
Why haven't I said my goodbyes...

Pain is attached to me with strings,
Even when i try to spread my wings...