Maby if i cry enough crimson tears, i'll be able to fill the hole you left in my heart.

Maby when I die god will start looking after the world.

Is it wrong to make sure youre still alive and not in a nightmare with more then pinch?

Dear heart,
Today i feel inlove.
Prepare to shatter.

#-note-# I do not own this quote, its just one of my favorits!#-note-#

Angel of death why am i still here?
Angel of death when will you come and pick my up from this earthly hell?
Angel of death why arent you comming to me?
Angel of death since you're not coming now i'll make you come with the help of this knife.

I laugh when i hear something funny and i smile when i hear something good..I do so many things on the outside even though on the inside i'm crying..

Another year is comming, and all i did with this one was waste it with crimson tears.

My friends ask me to stop, they said if i cared about them then i would..But all because of this addiction, i lost them.

Everyone is asking santa for toys or a loved one...I'm the only one asking him if i could be happy.

Whats worse then dreaming about killing you're self and see you're love run to you in tears saying 'love you'? Waking up in darkness finding out it was real.