Home alone
once again
im on my own
now it's the end

Everything that's going on is just killing me slowly and painfully, so why don't you just take this knife and do me a favor, and kill me.

My worst enemy is me.

I can't live, if living is without you...

Mariah Carey-I can't live if living is without you.

I'm dying slowly inside
crying silently
cutting deeply
just waiting to die.

I'm forced to fake , a smile, a laugh, everyday of my life.

Because of you- by Kelly Clarkson

You can't tell me not to cut myself and then go ahead and do it.

"No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips"

Unwritten-by Natasha Bedingfield

Getting wasted out of my mind is the best thing in my life right now. It makes me happy and helps me forget about everything.

I dont need a reason to die, I need a reason to live!