When I found out you were leaving...my whole world came crashing down

You're the closest thing to perfect but the farthest away from me...

All these tears you have made
have caused me to once again use this razorblade.

This heart you have broken
and my wounds are reopened

It's not only the scars
that make him go insane
It's to know he caused her all this pain
Something is carved into her arm
And that's his name

Lifes just not the same
I'm so empty inside
And my tears I can't hide.
But i'll try, i'll try to face the pain.

I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Collide-Howie Day

Trying is the first step to failure!

-Charles

It's not that I don't want to live without him
It's that I don't even wanna try...

Everything that I ever held on to is gone...

said by me and steph