My eyes are sore from crying
my heart and soul are dying...

With the pain and hurt i hold inside,
i can't seem to run from this world and hide...

Why didn't they care for me.......?????
My inside they never did see...

I sit here alone in the night
wondering what is wrong with me...

How come I'm alone?
How come no one likes me...

Why do i even try.
when i know in the end theres nothing for me but...

Why is it that i am cursed,
some times it makes me so mad i just want to...

I follow the night
Can't stand the light...

Its only another Christmas that you are not here,
while i look around at all the lights and...

I have a good friend named Abby, and if you piss...
she some times get teased but people just cant...

Dillon,
i know how you felt about me...

She cried herself to sleep last night, not knowing...
She felt an awful pain inside, and it was all from...