I write to numb the pain on the inside. I'm so tired of cutting to numb the pain so this is my only vent. |
Never trying to be a friend of me
I'm banished to an outcast of society...
Hell burns inside my soul
The casket's ready for my funeral...
She slits her wrists with jagged razors
Opens up those wounds forever...
"I swear someday I'll be okay"
She says as she slowly walks away...
She says it doesn't hurt enough to even make her...
But the pain she has is bad enough that her dreams...
You're the other half that makes me feel whole
The warmth in the night, when the bed is feeling...
You say I'm not a rebound and that you really love...
I'm the perfect one, the answer to your fantasy...
How do you save a marriage
When your heart just isn't in it...
Sadness consumes as another day goes by
You told me the truth about all your lies...
What is it that you see in me?
I'm just an average girl...
Everyone thinks she's emotional, or maybe even disturbed, but no one thought for a moment that maybe she's been hurt. |
They tied me with ropes and bound me with chains, cause I'm more than emotional, I'm completely insane. |
I keep up these walls to protect my foundation. |