I'm so ashamed we've come to this
We don't talk and we never kiss...

Once again I'm choking on tears
Reality hits and I'm facing fears...

Not the slightest idea where she stands
suddenly a change in plans...

Tomorrow comes once again to another cessation
and again another existence transpires to...

Never trying to be a friend of me
I'm banished to an outcast of society...

Standing there tall and beautiful
Attempts to kill u are only futile...

To my family who tried to be there
It was my choice to rot and disappear...