Why am I so stupid,
Why did I not see...
Do you not notice how I look at you,
How I stare into your eyes when you speak...
I'm worried that I'll lose you,
If I try to hard...
There's this feeling in my fingers,
In my arms, my legs and toes...
I came back from the clinic,
Hung my coat on the hook...
I find it sad,
How everyone says...
At the end of every storm,
You guarantee me sun...
I cannot see you,
But I feel you...
There's these little monsters in my head,
They shout and scream, they want me dead...
I miss you when I wake up in the morning,
Because there's no text on my phone...
I'm going insane,
All I feel is pain...
So baby, just picture this,
I'm lying alone in bed...