Block it out
hide the pain...

Sometimes i just wonder as the world flies by me
sometimes i want to be the one that can fly...

Bite my nails down to the quicks
clench my fists with the tightest grip...

As i stand upon deaths ridge
which way will i chose to fall...

*for lis, always here :)*
my guardian angel, she sits by me...

Somethings missing
what i don't know...

Anger just so cruel
swelling up in me...

*wrote dis a long time ago but just found it...
in a world of millions...

Lying here awake
remembering those lies...

My heart it aches from all the pain
caused every time you lied...

I know this is long, but it would rely mean a lot...
What went wrong...

Its become so blurry now that the walls have lost...
yet the misleading path unfolds further each dawn...