Each day when i put on my fake smile
its getting harder and harder to ignore...

I try my best not to cry as I think of things as...
Through the good times and the hard ones, no...

I am the girl with the messed up life
i am the girl who takes comfort from a knife...

Hypocritical smiles spreading lies
people separate, breaking ties...

Tears hugs and goodbyes
promises to keep our friendship...

I'm on the verge of braking down
im trying my best to smile...

You dont understand what i'm feeling
i'm not really happy...

You don't love me
at first i thought you really did...

You always ask "Why"
why would i do this...

Sometimes I feel completely invisible
you walk right by as if I'm not here...

The door had been locked,
music playing too loud for anyone to hear...

Why continue on with this
this pointless life...