You're the one that's been here through all of...
the one that brings a smile to my face...
They say "You can cross out your past
but you can't erase it."...
Why continue on with this
this pointless life...
All this time i was slipping, why didnt you help...
id just sit here alone, suffering almost endlessly...
Theres nothing left to live for
so im putting this to an end...
Each day when i put on my fake smile
its getting harder and harder to ignore...
I am the girl with the messed up life
i am the girl who takes comfort from a knife...
Tears hugs and goodbyes
promises to keep our friendship...
I\'ll never forget the way you made me feel
from the day we met to our first kiss...
I'm on the verge of braking down
im trying my best to smile...
I try my best not to cry as I think of things as...
Through the good times and the hard ones, no...
You dont understand what i'm feeling
i'm not really happy...