I\'ll never forget the way you made me feel
from the day we met to our first kiss...

Its midnight now and i'm lying here
dreaming of you... i can't forget...

I try my best not to cry as I think of things as...
Through the good times and the hard ones, no...

Lying there next to me,
it's hard to resist...

I am the girl with the messed up life
i am the girl who takes comfort from a knife...

My life isn't exactly what it appears,
You think I'm always so happy...

I cut to bleed
i bleed to feel the pain...

I see the look in your eyes
hear the pity in your voice...

How is it that everyone i ever care about forgets...
am i just not worth remembering...

So i guess that's it
everything's over now...

If I could take it back
the pain would go away...

Slowly chipping away and
sufficating inside her own head...