I had finally let my guard down,
You were the only one...
You always ask "Why"
why would i do this...
Today and new case
in this court of life...
Do i really deserve what you're putting me...
take a good look, is this really what you meant to...
I filled my head with your distain
nothing is left but memories and pain...
Theres nothing left to live for
so im putting this to an end...
There's no easy way to do this
and i don't know how you'll take it...
Where did i go wrong?
i always tried to be there for you...
Can't you see what your doing?
Can't you tell that this smile is fake...
Go ahead and laugh, i'm sure you find this funny
but before you started talking did you really get...
You don't know how it feels
to live like me...
You don't love me
at first i thought you really did...