I though i wasn't depressed anymore
but i was...
On the outside you see smiles
you see laughter...
My best friends gone
aways with my sin...
As i cry my final tear
i think about your face...
I am me and you are you …
but who I think u are is not you...
My sad tear filled eyes
are the start of my pain...
As i see him
walking down that hall...
Every eye Ive seen
looking at me...
Heres to all the nights
where we sat and only talked...
The walls are caving in
the breath between good and bad...
Just take my heart
and through it down now...
I'm ugly and fat
and I'm not worth a dime...