I see another knife
attack my soul...

I look in our fourth grade year book
and then in our fifth...

They don't see
the pain i hold within...

From the first day i saw you
to the day i realized it...

Chocolate eyes
Meet the truth...

That simple bloody life of mine
hidden behind the clouds...

Have you ever once
stopped to see the smile on my face...

Do u like me
cause i like you...

As i reach my heart
out to those in need...

As this fuc.ked up shit
never leaves my mind...

Forever till today
death lingers about...

As the last days count down
i get closer and closer to dying...