On the outside you see smiles
you see laughter...

She hung there
with fresh blood and tears...

I've been living a fake life
for far to long...

She felt pain
inside of her...

Sweet dreams
turn into nasty nightmares...

All my dreams come with pain
none of them will go away...

I want all my fears washed away
and for me to come out of my shell...

I though i wasn't depressed anymore
but i was...

I loved you and you didn't care
i would mourn over you yet i didn't share...

From the last couple of months i have gone threw...
you have done so much for me...

As the world goes by i think to myself
when will it stop...

I have scars on my arm
yes i know...