He wanted to be the best,
Higher than all the rest...
I want to go out,
Without my lipstick smeared...
Swimming in all the tears,
Getting up the courage to fight my fears...
You promised me,
You'd always be there...
Drowning in my tears,
Washing away my fears...
You're useless,
You need help...
I watch you sleep,
I feel like such a creep...
You have a great heart,
For that you are my best friend...
It all started with this girl,
Who lived sullen in this world...
I bathe in scalding tubs,
Getting rid of dirt and grime...
I'm myself,
Not that girl over there...
You must be blind,
To love my kind...