All i wanted was a dad
But no...

Mom lights the candles
Sister holds the camera...

For all the stupid things I've said
For all the stupid thoughts in my head...

What has happened to me?
i cant cope with all this sh*t anymore...

I wish you were here when I feel alone
I wish you were here when he brings me down...

We always laugh
We always kid...

I never knew your pain
I never knew your hell...

She closes her eyes
the salty stinging intensifies...

Who's this man in these pictures
Should I know him...

Tired...
of living...

Did you ever think
When you got in that van that day...

I was going to get you a card
But they didn't say what I felt...