Thursday night you gave me an extra long hug...
When i woke up Friday morning the rain was coming...
She closes her eyes
the salty stinging intensifies...
I wish you were here when I feel alone
I wish you were here when he brings me down...
We always laugh
We always kid...
I never knew your pain
I never knew your hell...
Who's this man in these pictures
Should I know him...
Tired...
of living...
Did you ever think
When you got in that van that day...
I was going to get you a card
But they didn't say what I felt...
I'll hold my head high
You'll never see me cry...
I covered it in white tape
I wrote your name on it...
You called to see what I was doing
Then your mind games began...