When did the feeling
Become just words on paper...

Mom lights the candles
Sister holds the camera...

I poke at you
But you don't respond...

For all the stupid things I've said
For all the stupid thoughts in my head...

I'm done pretending to care
I'm done crying...

Your words wrote to me so early
Your kiss on my lips so late...

9:46 pm staring at my four walls
with their spiked ceiling...

Today I woke up in a daze
Couldn't believe the look on your face...

What has happened to me?
i cant cope with all this sh*t anymore...

All i wanted was a dad
But no...