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Each night before I go to bed...

I can see how much pain you hold,
every time I look into those eyes...

Knocking on the gates of heaven
I guess it is closed for me...

My head is pounding hard
My heart is racing fast...

* To Michael. I love you *
Even with the love that I have for you...

I close my eyes and picture your face
I can feel my skin ripping apart...

She feels so alone
Can she ever escape...

My body disappears into the mist
Clouds are hovering, rain is falling...

My mind is gone, lost in the pain
My blood is falling fast, mixing with the rain...

You changed, I changed
Now nothing will ever be the same...

Tears of crimson fall down my face
Black smears of mascara leaves a trace...

I'm breaking more and more
Each moment that passes by...