Don’t try to tell me how I should and...
When you are the one who said our love was not...

I close my eyes and picture your face
I can feel my skin ripping apart...

* To Michael. I love you *
Even with the love that I have for you...

Knocking on the gates of heaven
I guess it is closed for me...

As I think of you,
Tears run freely from my face...

*-Red-*
Red is the color of love...

Don't fall
for all his lies...

** This is how a broken heart feels to me. Please...
When you cannot open your eyes...

Stay strong. Don't look back.
The past is only full of pain and sorrow...

Red lines, hearts, and stars.
My mind is losing hope...

This is just another suicide poem,
Along with all the others...

Pop off the cap,
Pour them into your hand...