Everyday is a struggle to stay alive
My mind says no, but my heart has died...

Pop off the cap,
Pour them into your hand...

The thought of you leaving me
Is the worst feeling I've had yet...

( I don't really know where I was going with this...
The rage keeps building up inside...

* To Michael. I love you *
Even with the love that I have for you...

Alone in a world filled with hate
Just walking around trying to make it through...

( This poem is pretty long! Sorry, but please...
Forget the days without you...

Don’t try to tell me how I should and...
When you are the one who said our love was not...

Please take away this pain
From taking over my soul...

*-Red-*
Red is the color of love...

Over and over I play the lines you’ve said.
Everything is spinning uncontrollably in my head...

She feels so alone
Can she ever escape...