Why is it always me that has to ring you,
Weeks could go by and you wouldn't have a clue...

Here i am traveling to my death,
Counting down the minutes till i draw my last...

You had no right treating me the way you did,
I was a grown woman not a stupid little kid...

Why can't i shift these memories in my head
They just wont go...

You were the best nephew
And i thought the world of you, People could see...

Too many nights this week
I've lay there with tears rolling down my cheek...

Sick of living
Sick of life...

These feelings inside are so hard to hide,
I want to jump about, scream and shout...

I know deep down there's something wrong with me,
Is everyone blind why can't they see...

I'm sorry for every time i let you down,
And I'm sorry for every time i made you frown...

Sometimes its quite scary the thoughts that come...
Thoughts of wanting to cut myself (again ) and...

Always feeling empty inside,
Never wanting to face up to things Just want to...