Always feeling empty inside,
Never wanting to face up to things Just want to...

You were the best nephew
And i thought the world of you, People could see...

Why is it always me that has to ring you,
Weeks could go by and you wouldn't have a clue...

Sometimes its quite scary the thoughts that come...
Thoughts of wanting to cut myself (again ) and...

I know deep down there's something wrong with me,
Is everyone blind why can't they see...

Sick of living
Sick of life...

I'm sorry for every time i let you down,
And I'm sorry for every time i made you frown...

Why can't i shift these memories in my head
They just wont go...

I'm drowning in my thoughts
so i'm putting my hands up for help...

Here i am traveling to my death,
Counting down the minutes till i draw my last...

These feelings inside are so hard to hide,
I want to jump about, scream and shout...

You had no right treating me the way you did,
I was a grown woman not a stupid little kid...