As I'm sitting here,
thinking about you...
The answer my child...
If you didid?t call...
A smile cannot be shown,
on this tear stricken face...
If I didn’t call,
Would you care...
I'm crying because I love you,
I'm dieing because I don't know how you feel...
I can't stand my self,
I try and I always fail...
Standing here listening to the wind,
the chills up and down my spine...
Why am I caught in confusion?
my heart and my mind are in a war...
Muffled sounds in my ears,
seeing many people but I cannot hear...
My tears mean nothing anymore,
whats the point if everyone slams the door...
The ground is covered in white,
the trees sparkle with delight...
How can you love your self,
When you don't see a single thing to love...