I cant feel this pain anymore
its going so fast...

I got chills
on that October day...

Im on the edge of breaking down
no ones around to save me...

Every moment of everyday
i sit before god...

Believe it or not
its over now...

I'm going off the deep end
i don't know what to do...

I'm falling down
so very hard...

I'm sitting here
like every other day...

Here i am
once again...

You ask yourself why
every second of every day...

Its over now
I do realize...

He left me
and told me to stay...