Why do i try when i know it's not going to matter...
I've lied and flirted.... made you worry. and yet...

What was it that made me so attracted to
Whatever I thought of it always came back to you...

He left me with a smile,
i know hes with me...

As i stand outside in the rain alone i think and i...
to have the touch of his hands against my head...

I'm out in the cold, standing all alone, no were...
all i want to do is to be loved. my home is a mess...

Wondering and feeling this truth that just seems...
It's a curse, an unfriendly disease and know one...

Bundled up nice and cold, stories, secrets...
and ill remember you and all the shit that you...

Well isn\\\'t this just a shame,
looking at you with that elegant smile...

Wake up, 4 am... think of you and this false...
why are my eyes still tearing if this thing...

Everyones talkign how i shouldnt like you
how i could do better...

Tonight something went wrong.
you werent by my side...

Griping hands, i held tight
forever in my mind you were all mine...