Every time they speak i cut a little deeper
every time they say something bad i tighten the rope
everytime they judge me i pull the trigger a little harder
for everytime they called me names this is what they get
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!**BANG**!!!!!!!!!

As i sit in the dark and cry
i wonder why ive been living a lie
why couldnt i just say
wat happened to me that bad bad day
the truth i just couldnt tell
which is why into the darkness i fell.

Even tho my world is falling
even tho my heart is breaking
even tho i feel like dying
even tho im sick of hurting
even tho it wont get betta
even tho the blood keeps coming
even tho my life is ending
i hate myself more than ever

Every time i think about wat u did i hate u even more every time i think about how i couldnt stop u i cut a little deeper every time i think about how she didnt care i wish my life was over

U asked me y i am depressed its coz i have nothing to be happy about

Just because i dont tell u my problems doesnt mean that their not there

Even tho i say im happy i dont really mean it
its just to hard to explain how im feeling
with out telling u that im dead on the inside

Although i dont feel like dying today the hurt is still there lingering in the depths of my broken soul

I always have cried myslef to sleep ever since i can remember but i h8 the crying where it hurts so much u cant breathe and every tear drop is a part of ure hell

When i think about the pain i think about a blade
when i think about the hurt i think about a rope
when i think about wat u did i think about a gun
when i think about not being able to stop it, is when i pull the trigger