(8-31-24)wow i found my old profile!! im 41 now this is awesome i see all my old poems....yay thank you

(2016)i havent been on here in years..but im back..:) started this when i was 20 and now im 33. this site has changed alot but is still active.

(2004)im a "what if" person. i think the worst and worry alot. but im unique and maybe alittle crazy in some ways..

(2009)well i had my baby boy on mothers day. micro premmie! he is 1lb.9oz 13 inches.. we almost lost him a couple of times..the doctor told me he wasnt going to make it within 24hours after his lung colapsed on his heart. then they said he wasnt going to make it thru surgery having NEC and he did.. so thats a miracle he lived thru that. he came home with ox machine feeding tube and sleep mon. and we have nurses.i dont want to lose him like i did my daughter ILY

but i hope you enjoy my poetry and quotes!!..thanks. some i need alot of work on and some not finished.some are done lol

COUPLE OF MY POEMS ARE PUBLISHED> please dont steal my poetry plz. thank you. you may use my quotes :)

(9-1-2024) im back and i am working on updating everything on my page so give me time. i have alot of new poems i will post just give me some time.im really happy that they didnt delete all my stuff on here because i was gone a long time. and to see my old stuff just made me happy sad and all kinds of emotions but im excited to be back.
update on me, im a single 41 now mother with 4 kids.3 living. i have a 15year old disabled son(yes he is alive so far and made it) i have a 13 year old daughter and a 9 year old son. with all my kids i almost died so i cant have any more.my daughter ily would of been almost 18 years old today.but shes still in my memories. but yes all my kids are miracles.

" I didnt believe in miracles til i had one my self"