I just started last night.
An I couldn't stop thinking about it...

It may seem like I don't give a shit, right?
Well if you really believe that...

I told myself it would never come to this.
I would never really hurt myself...

When I see your face,
All I want to do is just stair into your eyes...

I'm so scared of you,
I'm scared of liking you...

All I had to do was choose,
But yet, I couldn't even do that...

I always thought that my first time would be...
You know, all romantic & full of love...

I was told to think of myself as a...
But I know you’d treat me like one...

I didn't know what to do about me and you!
All I wanted to do was to be a friend to you...

All I want to do,
is just get over you...

I feel a new feeling,
Its confusing...

It would of been wonderful..
But at the same time horrible...