Pissed off and lonely, I'm only empty inside
i can't help but hate you, though you never lied...
Rip my heart from my chest
devour it piece by piece...
I sit back and watch myself
with hands going wild...
Steady and sure you stand
not so far away...
I'm blind and confused
stumbling over whats real, whats true...
Before you I stand, a new face
With each adventure, I have chased...
I push myself,through another day
So miserable, i hate it this way...
He never uses those words
always Denies addiction...
It's only been a few days
and i already slept with him...
I drink who i am away
slowly I'm turning numb...
I sniff another powdered line
i taste the bitterness in my throat...
I hear you talk to her
and its drives me crazy...