So many thoughts
so hard to control...
Now i lay me down to sleep
prey the lord my soul to keep...
I'm sad, confused
twisted and used...
Stuck between the two
don't know which to choose...
I can't believe this is happening
it all seems so surreal...
I walk down this broken path
the story of my life...
In his school desk
he minds his own...
Within these walls of blood and bone
the core of me is lifeless stone...
You say I'm gorgeous
and that you want me...
It hurts so much that we stop talking
it hurts how much i cared...
I don't understand why you act this way
i don't understand the things you do...
No I'm not killing myself
I'm just taking it all away...